Friday, February 27, 2009
I'm Crused For The Worst To Come.
Well i'm sorry ya'll the blog has been pretty dark and gloomy on alot of woulda coulda shoulda shit.
But i'm good no need to worry about anything.
Not like you were lol.
Back on what i was doing before i got tangled in feelings.
being a DICK HEAD.
Oh & have you heard i have the WORST PERSONALITY IN THE WORRRRLLLDDDD.
The world? really?
Is it that bad?
ohhh man. lmao!
But i'm good no need to worry about anything.
Not like you were lol.
Back on what i was doing before i got tangled in feelings.
being a DICK HEAD.
Oh & have you heard i have the WORST PERSONALITY IN THE WORRRRLLLDDDD.
The world? really?
Is it that bad?
ohhh man. lmao!
Damn.
Shit just ain't going my way now.
I'm at a stand still.
I'm really stuck like really really stuck.
I was locked up today [ISR] & it really had me thinking
maybe i not the nicest guy in the world.
& i know i know i shouldn't even care as to what people think.
But the person who hit me with this arrow.
I can't say i don't care what they think.
She knows that & i think that's why shes pulling this stunt.
Man on some real shit Idk what i'm doing or what to do.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Last Post Of The Night.
Yeah man posted acouple things today so now i'm just chillen.
typing what comes to the brain.
ahhhh got this chick on the brain man.
& i'm in a tough spot.
cuz shes single all is well
BUT she just happens to STILL be in love with her ex man.
it's annoying.....really annoying.
like you don't even understand because if i was to really go into detail how much of an upgrade i am compared to this cat it's really not even funny.
but i guess i gotta just stay in my lane continue to do what i'm doing and hope that the person that said "good things come to those who wait" was right.
Goodnight.
typing what comes to the brain.
ahhhh got this chick on the brain man.
& i'm in a tough spot.
cuz shes single all is well
BUT she just happens to STILL be in love with her ex man.
it's annoying.....really annoying.
like you don't even understand because if i was to really go into detail how much of an upgrade i am compared to this cat it's really not even funny.
but i guess i gotta just stay in my lane continue to do what i'm doing and hope that the person that said "good things come to those who wait" was right.
Goodnight.
WORST PERSONALITY IN THE WORLD
Lmao!
well that's so funny.
like i think when a bitch catches feelings it's so sad as where her state of mind can reach.
lmao.
shit is tooooooo funny...& then you say you hate me & all this other shit.
& now she don't know if she wanna fuck me or not.
that shit is tooooooooo funny.
lmao!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahahahahahahahah
no bitch if you see me with another girl...chill you'll live.
well that's so funny.
like i think when a bitch catches feelings it's so sad as where her state of mind can reach.
lmao.
shit is tooooooo funny...& then you say you hate me & all this other shit.
& now she don't know if she wanna fuck me or not.
that shit is tooooooooo funny.
lmao!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahahahahahahahah
no bitch if you see me with another girl...chill you'll live.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
YESSS........PEOPLE SHOWING THEY TRUEEEEE COLORS.
Now i see what it is man.
that's cool.
don't you love that?
people just smiling in your face & doing some dirty shit on the side.
ain't that just lovely?
i think it's wonderful.
& now i know what's really going on i'm good money now.
cuz play me once of course shame on you.
but play a nigga twice shame on me.
& dead ass i ain't having that this time.
i don't care who read this.
all ya'll can.
mark my words.
knock on wood.
i don't care.
i'm about to ride out on this little nigga son.
REAL SHIT.
remember i said that shit.
Can you believe a nigga stressed this same shit
and here is it again looking me dead in my face.
i been here before & i know how to play the game
and you & this nigga fucking lose
GAME OVER.
that's cool.
don't you love that?
people just smiling in your face & doing some dirty shit on the side.
ain't that just lovely?
i think it's wonderful.
& now i know what's really going on i'm good money now.
cuz play me once of course shame on you.
but play a nigga twice shame on me.
& dead ass i ain't having that this time.
i don't care who read this.
all ya'll can.
mark my words.
knock on wood.
i don't care.
i'm about to ride out on this little nigga son.
REAL SHIT.
remember i said that shit.
Can you believe a nigga stressed this same shit
and here is it again looking me dead in my face.
i been here before & i know how to play the game
and you & this nigga fucking lose
GAME OVER.
I'm The Furthest Thing From Claim
Alot shit going on i ain't feeling man.
Bitches don't know what they wan't
Niggas pissing me off.
Parents won't hop off my jock strap.
I'm really getting annoyed with everything around me.
Drake Vibe Interview
February 25, 2009 @ 3:47 pm
Drake Day
Lil Wayne’s protégé on Degrassi, family, Kanye West, and of course, Weezy
My ex asked me for a public apology the other day. She really genuinely asked me straight up to come on YouTube and tape an apology
Between Thursday, February 12 and Friday, February 13, 2,541 comments were added to Aubrey “Drake” Graham’s blog, octobersveryown.blogspot.com. Remarks that were asking, nay relentlessly demanding what many had spent months waiting on—his new mixtape.
For an independent release, the 22-year-old’s third effort, So Far Gone, gained a level of anticipation that would make some label-hugging rappers blush. But even with a co-sign from Lil Wayne, an established television fan-base, and an online presence intense enough to freeze a PC, Drake isn’t daunted. The ex-Degrassi star won’t give you flashing lights or fragile facades, he’d rather just gift the truth. And with eighteen tracks bulging with sincerity and depth, Drake is indeed one of hip hop’s best wrapped presents. Currently in the process of sealing an un-disclosed label deal—noting that it will be finalized in the next two weeks—the Toronto native shares with VIBE.com his struggles, triumphs, and why honesty is his best policy.
DRAMA WITH DEGRASSI:
VIBE.com: You were on Degrassi for eight years. It must have taken a lot to leave that comfort zone. When did you know it was time to go?
Drake: I can’t really say I left that show. One day we came in and all the names were just changed on the dressing rooms. Everyone got cut. We go upstairs and it’s like, “Who are all these people auditioning in the front?” They owe us a lot of money. The amount of loyalty, the years we put in with these people…they did us foul. As far as the producers go, I don’t talk to anybody over there.
Were people skeptical about your talent when they saw that the kid from Degrassi was trying to be a rapper?
Before people had heard my music they were like, “So you’re really going to be a rapper? That’s really going to be your thing?” Especially around that time, that dope boy rap was really popping. People were wondering what the hell I was going to do. And it took me a while to find my sound.
ACTOR TERNT RAPPER:
There’s a shift in character from your first mixtape, Room for Improvement to your third, So Far Gone.
The first songs I made were all like “Replacement Girl” with Trey Songz. It was pretty straight forward, radio-friendly, not much content to it. And I thought that was the direction I’d go in. And then as life progressed, I grew and decided that to follow suit would truly be a waste of time.
I started to see my situation as more of an opportunity as opposed to a curse. Coming from Canada, coming from a TV show, it’s like “Wow. If I can really do something different, I may be regarded as the one of the first crossover film to music people to really be looked at as an artist.” Once I saw it like that, I started becoming more confident as a person. I started seeing my thoughts and feelings as something the world may want to hear, as opposed to some shit I just make up in my head. I think I did it a little bit on Room for Improvement. And Comeback Season was more of me proving that I had bars. Then So Far Gone was really my chance to open up and give people a true piece of myself because I had a lot going on in my life. Good things and bad.
Starting off unsure about pursuing a music career, what really solidified that this was the route to take?
I was friends with this kid that would put you on the spot all the time. I guess he read my rhyme books at my house and one day he just put me on blast at school. He told this kid I wanted to battle him and it became this big thing. So I went home and wrote all these rhymes for him—yeah, I cheated—came to school the next day and killed the guy. From there I just started getting into rapping and becoming comfortable with myself.
…GONE WITH THE WIND:
So Far Gone was such an anticipated mixtape. What was the creative experience like?
It was just cleansing. That’s been the key to me making music lately. It has to feel good. For every record I do, it takes something to truly spark that. On the album I plan to give people my all. I want it to be something enjoyable, I don’t know if I want it to be so personal. Which is another reason why I made So Far Gone, to just get that out of my system. Some people are like, “Why’d you do that for free?” If I released that as a retail album, I would’ve probably been criticized and scrutinized. It wouldn’t have gone over as well as the way I did it. Which is, “Go and download this for free because I truly want to give this to you. Before we embark on this journey together, this is something that you need to know.”
Yet you have Kanye whose entire career is based on being left-field. Wouldn’t that make you feel comfortable know that there is room to do that and be successful?
I don’t want to tell people, “Oh I’m just so weird and you all have to love it.” It’s not like that. I’m a simple guy and I just have a vivid mind that I want to share. I don’t even want it to feel like left-field or right-field. It’s about how I feel in the moment and So Far Gone was when I was at a very unsure, confused state. It’s not to say that the album won’t have those components. I have a sound that I’m known for now. The mixtape is very slow and very dark. My album is going to be maybe a little happier [laughs]. Then the second go around if something crazy happens in my life, I might feel a totally different way. But right now I feel great. And I want to make an album that reflects that.
Your lyrics touch on plenty of personal issues with your family and ex-girlfriend. Has that ever made them upset or do they get it?
My ex asked me for a public apology the other day. She really genuinely asked me straight up to come on YouTube and tape an apology. As far as my family goes, it may not be the best thing in the world to hear, but at the same time they respect me for it. They know it’s my outlet.
EMO-TRIP:
Because this mixtape is so personal and has been compared to 808s and Heartbreak some have categorized it emo-rap. Do you agree?
There are people who rap about life and then there’s people who rap about a life. If that’s the case, then maybe Tip should be called emo-rap too because with all the shit he’s been through—that’s just as, if not more emotional than all the shit we talk about. Just ’cause his whole story is more G, I don’t feel like it’s any less emotional. That’s a weird term.
Do you embrace your mixtape being referenced to 808s?
I think it’s just about a rapper singing. One of the strongest things about 808s is the writing and one of the strongest things about my R&B is the writing, too. It’s about being genuine and really striking a chord with women. To be honest I don’t think there’s many songs on 808s and Heartbreak that really do that.
So when you made So Far Gone did you mostly envision women listening to it?
No, not really. I know that there are also purposes for men to use that mixtape to their advantage [laughs].
Many people think that the problem with R&B now is dudes feeling like they must have a rapper swagger. As someone who sings and raps, what’s your stance on that?
I think that’s a valid point. Trey is one of my best friends and I told him to do a mixtape and just have it be on some sexy shit. Not to say that the music or drops that he does aren’t ill. You just gotta remember you’re an R&B artist, like I have to remember that I’m also a rapper. But at the same time, there’s definitely been a shift in the last three years. This generation is all about partying and living life. The soundtrack to that lifestyle is not a Case or Joe record. Dudes will tell me they’re not even into R&B like that, but they appreciate my swag on it.
IN IT TO WIN IT:
Having worked so much with Weezy, do you see him as a mentor or a peer?
I definitely look at Wayne as a mentor just because I have such respect for what he does and am a big fan of his music. I didn’t let being around him change me and I think he respects me for that. I think the illest thing is that I see him as a mentor and he sees me as a peer.
Having already established a name for yourself and being so multi-talented, what’s the ultimate end goal?
I’m a realist so it’s not like I’m thinking my debut is going sell a million copies in a week. It’s my first album, I just want people to appreciate it. One of my goals is to win a Best New Artist Grammy and I’d also love to finish high school. I’m starting to live out my third goal now, which is to get into scripts and go back to shooting these movies. My grandmother tells me that at the end of the day all we have are memories. I’m trying to make great ones.
Drake Day
Lil Wayne’s protégé on Degrassi, family, Kanye West, and of course, Weezy
My ex asked me for a public apology the other day. She really genuinely asked me straight up to come on YouTube and tape an apology
Between Thursday, February 12 and Friday, February 13, 2,541 comments were added to Aubrey “Drake” Graham’s blog, octobersveryown.blogspot.com. Remarks that were asking, nay relentlessly demanding what many had spent months waiting on—his new mixtape.
For an independent release, the 22-year-old’s third effort, So Far Gone, gained a level of anticipation that would make some label-hugging rappers blush. But even with a co-sign from Lil Wayne, an established television fan-base, and an online presence intense enough to freeze a PC, Drake isn’t daunted. The ex-Degrassi star won’t give you flashing lights or fragile facades, he’d rather just gift the truth. And with eighteen tracks bulging with sincerity and depth, Drake is indeed one of hip hop’s best wrapped presents. Currently in the process of sealing an un-disclosed label deal—noting that it will be finalized in the next two weeks—the Toronto native shares with VIBE.com his struggles, triumphs, and why honesty is his best policy.
DRAMA WITH DEGRASSI:
VIBE.com: You were on Degrassi for eight years. It must have taken a lot to leave that comfort zone. When did you know it was time to go?
Drake: I can’t really say I left that show. One day we came in and all the names were just changed on the dressing rooms. Everyone got cut. We go upstairs and it’s like, “Who are all these people auditioning in the front?” They owe us a lot of money. The amount of loyalty, the years we put in with these people…they did us foul. As far as the producers go, I don’t talk to anybody over there.
Were people skeptical about your talent when they saw that the kid from Degrassi was trying to be a rapper?
Before people had heard my music they were like, “So you’re really going to be a rapper? That’s really going to be your thing?” Especially around that time, that dope boy rap was really popping. People were wondering what the hell I was going to do. And it took me a while to find my sound.
ACTOR TERNT RAPPER:
There’s a shift in character from your first mixtape, Room for Improvement to your third, So Far Gone.
The first songs I made were all like “Replacement Girl” with Trey Songz. It was pretty straight forward, radio-friendly, not much content to it. And I thought that was the direction I’d go in. And then as life progressed, I grew and decided that to follow suit would truly be a waste of time.
I started to see my situation as more of an opportunity as opposed to a curse. Coming from Canada, coming from a TV show, it’s like “Wow. If I can really do something different, I may be regarded as the one of the first crossover film to music people to really be looked at as an artist.” Once I saw it like that, I started becoming more confident as a person. I started seeing my thoughts and feelings as something the world may want to hear, as opposed to some shit I just make up in my head. I think I did it a little bit on Room for Improvement. And Comeback Season was more of me proving that I had bars. Then So Far Gone was really my chance to open up and give people a true piece of myself because I had a lot going on in my life. Good things and bad.
Starting off unsure about pursuing a music career, what really solidified that this was the route to take?
I was friends with this kid that would put you on the spot all the time. I guess he read my rhyme books at my house and one day he just put me on blast at school. He told this kid I wanted to battle him and it became this big thing. So I went home and wrote all these rhymes for him—yeah, I cheated—came to school the next day and killed the guy. From there I just started getting into rapping and becoming comfortable with myself.
…GONE WITH THE WIND:
So Far Gone was such an anticipated mixtape. What was the creative experience like?
It was just cleansing. That’s been the key to me making music lately. It has to feel good. For every record I do, it takes something to truly spark that. On the album I plan to give people my all. I want it to be something enjoyable, I don’t know if I want it to be so personal. Which is another reason why I made So Far Gone, to just get that out of my system. Some people are like, “Why’d you do that for free?” If I released that as a retail album, I would’ve probably been criticized and scrutinized. It wouldn’t have gone over as well as the way I did it. Which is, “Go and download this for free because I truly want to give this to you. Before we embark on this journey together, this is something that you need to know.”
Yet you have Kanye whose entire career is based on being left-field. Wouldn’t that make you feel comfortable know that there is room to do that and be successful?
I don’t want to tell people, “Oh I’m just so weird and you all have to love it.” It’s not like that. I’m a simple guy and I just have a vivid mind that I want to share. I don’t even want it to feel like left-field or right-field. It’s about how I feel in the moment and So Far Gone was when I was at a very unsure, confused state. It’s not to say that the album won’t have those components. I have a sound that I’m known for now. The mixtape is very slow and very dark. My album is going to be maybe a little happier [laughs]. Then the second go around if something crazy happens in my life, I might feel a totally different way. But right now I feel great. And I want to make an album that reflects that.
Your lyrics touch on plenty of personal issues with your family and ex-girlfriend. Has that ever made them upset or do they get it?
My ex asked me for a public apology the other day. She really genuinely asked me straight up to come on YouTube and tape an apology. As far as my family goes, it may not be the best thing in the world to hear, but at the same time they respect me for it. They know it’s my outlet.
EMO-TRIP:
Because this mixtape is so personal and has been compared to 808s and Heartbreak some have categorized it emo-rap. Do you agree?
There are people who rap about life and then there’s people who rap about a life. If that’s the case, then maybe Tip should be called emo-rap too because with all the shit he’s been through—that’s just as, if not more emotional than all the shit we talk about. Just ’cause his whole story is more G, I don’t feel like it’s any less emotional. That’s a weird term.
Do you embrace your mixtape being referenced to 808s?
I think it’s just about a rapper singing. One of the strongest things about 808s is the writing and one of the strongest things about my R&B is the writing, too. It’s about being genuine and really striking a chord with women. To be honest I don’t think there’s many songs on 808s and Heartbreak that really do that.
So when you made So Far Gone did you mostly envision women listening to it?
No, not really. I know that there are also purposes for men to use that mixtape to their advantage [laughs].
Many people think that the problem with R&B now is dudes feeling like they must have a rapper swagger. As someone who sings and raps, what’s your stance on that?
I think that’s a valid point. Trey is one of my best friends and I told him to do a mixtape and just have it be on some sexy shit. Not to say that the music or drops that he does aren’t ill. You just gotta remember you’re an R&B artist, like I have to remember that I’m also a rapper. But at the same time, there’s definitely been a shift in the last three years. This generation is all about partying and living life. The soundtrack to that lifestyle is not a Case or Joe record. Dudes will tell me they’re not even into R&B like that, but they appreciate my swag on it.
IN IT TO WIN IT:
Having worked so much with Weezy, do you see him as a mentor or a peer?
I definitely look at Wayne as a mentor just because I have such respect for what he does and am a big fan of his music. I didn’t let being around him change me and I think he respects me for that. I think the illest thing is that I see him as a mentor and he sees me as a peer.
Having already established a name for yourself and being so multi-talented, what’s the ultimate end goal?
I’m a realist so it’s not like I’m thinking my debut is going sell a million copies in a week. It’s my first album, I just want people to appreciate it. One of my goals is to win a Best New Artist Grammy and I’d also love to finish high school. I’m starting to live out my third goal now, which is to get into scripts and go back to shooting these movies. My grandmother tells me that at the end of the day all we have are memories. I’m trying to make great ones.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
"Mobile Uploads"
Just One Of The Many Pictures My Man
"Dro" Takes When Your Not Looking.
Shouts Out To The Kid.
Because Homie Is Doing His Thing No Doubt.
That Girl Feat.Ant.Lew. Coming Soon.
Melody Feat. D.Lee Coming Soon.
I Don't Know How To Feel. Dammnn.
Well today was a bad day only a couple things to make me feel good about anything is music & this chick.
But that's not the point the point was that i was acting so stupid today and ended up fucking shit up for myself [not that it was going anywhere] but it really was something that was cool.
Well we know how much of an asshole i can be and just how loud and stupid i can get..well today was everything to the max. Almost like you get soooooo mad you go blind and don't know what your doing yuppp that was me. Just talking mad shit and said shit that i would honestly take back.
Soo now you hate me and i know this probably won't get to you but i'm sorry kid.
This string of people thinking i'm an "asshole" needs to be cut short so now i'm on a mission.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Wow What Difference A Day Makes.
This morning i was pretty annoyed with shit.
But once you really talk shit over & listen yada yada yada shit pulls threw.
So now i find myself in a position that is quite enjoyable.
I'm just hoping that everything goes right.
Haaaaa. Mannn.
P.S. About to post a couple videos for ya.
But once you really talk shit over & listen yada yada yada shit pulls threw.
So now i find myself in a position that is quite enjoyable.
I'm just hoping that everything goes right.
Haaaaa. Mannn.
P.S. About to post a couple videos for ya.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Alright I'm Done.
Ok i'm done for the day...i've made alot of post today and now i'm done.
my day today was slow like i was in houston.
idk i slept only for like an hour because my boy called me up about his movie drama.
and tomorrow i probably gotta face the bitch that pissed me off this weekend with her bullshit.
so now i have a worlds weight of worries school,grades,bitches,what am i wearing tomorrow[slippers already on the list lmao],and array of other shit that i'm letting bother my brain ughhh.
Fuck mee.
Fuck you.
And I'm Fucking Yours.
my day today was slow like i was in houston.
idk i slept only for like an hour because my boy called me up about his movie drama.
and tomorrow i probably gotta face the bitch that pissed me off this weekend with her bullshit.
so now i have a worlds weight of worries school,grades,bitches,what am i wearing tomorrow[slippers already on the list lmao],and array of other shit that i'm letting bother my brain ughhh.
Fuck mee.
Fuck you.
And I'm Fucking Yours.
5 M3
Now I'm Sitting Here Thinking That i should really have a 5 minute me like tiny videos everyday. like i bring my camera every where i go and make videos and post them up here.
yupp that's what imma do.
and then imma post the actuall episodes.
later on.
Life Like A Movie. [Welcome to Heartbreak] Part 2
This is crazy,because i thought my problem was big but it's nothing compared to what this guy is going threw he's a player turned boyfriend and now he's caught up loving two.
Not like usher, not at all.
This is like a love square not even a triangle. Me and my boy was saying his relationships are like horror movies you know who's gonna die but you can stop it LOL.
But it's one of those things that are so sad but wayy too funny and interesting that you can't help but watch. Hahaha.
Sorry my dude.
R.I.P
To another one. Ha.
Not like usher, not at all.
This is like a love square not even a triangle. Me and my boy was saying his relationships are like horror movies you know who's gonna die but you can stop it LOL.
But it's one of those things that are so sad but wayy too funny and interesting that you can't help but watch. Hahaha.
Sorry my dude.
R.I.P
To another one. Ha.
Lebron's 55 Point Night.
Just a night in review because that man is a beast.
6'8 265LBS
Yeah hes a beast.
Here's Some Pictures.
This Is Crazy HOOOKKKK SHOTTT!
6'8 265LBS
Yeah hes a beast.
Here's Some Pictures.
This Is Crazy HOOOKKKK SHOTTT!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
So Far Gone [Chopped And Screwed]
Well I Didn't Put Up The Regular Version Of SO FAR GONE Cuz If You Weren't Of The 100,000+ To Download It Something Is Wrong With You....
Show Here Is The Chopped And Screwed Version...
I Listened To It..It's Dope.
Here's The Art Work...
Enjoy!
Show Here Is The Chopped And Screwed Version...
I Listened To It..It's Dope.
Here's The Art Work...
Enjoy!
Drake Interveiw With Complex
It may sound heavily clichéd by now, but all Aubrey “Drake” Graham wants to do is keep it real. The Toronto-bred rapper who gained fame by playing basketball star Jimmy Brooks on the teen TV show Degrassi: The Next Generation has no intentions of fabricating his past or lying about the number of women he’s smashed off. He even has no problem talking about how he leased a Rolls Royce Phantom with his TV money just so he could stunt.
On his latest mixtape, So Far Gone, he does just that. The tape has him rapping and singing—along with Bun B, Lloyd, Lil Wayne, Trey Songz and Omarion—about any and everything going on in his life, from drama with ex-girls to family problems most would keep under wraps. Complex caught up with Drake right before he left to celebrate the release of his tape with LeBron James, and we spoke to him him about So Far Gone, ghostwriting for Weezy and his place amongst the new generation of rappers…
Interview By Damien Scott
Complex: Many people don’t know too much about your outside of your role in Degrassi. Were you always into music?
Drake: As far as music goes, it’s always been a major part of my life. My uncle is Larry Graham played bass for Prince, my father, Dennis Graham, wrote for Al Green. [He helped] write “Let’s Stay Together” and “Love & Happiness.” My dad drummed for Jerry Lee Lewis. I’ve always been around great music. My family being from Memphis, Tenn, growing up around all the hip hop—Thee Six Mafia, Kingpin Skimmy Pimp, early Yo Gotti, shit like that was kinda what really influenced me.
How I got into rapping was, my dad was in jail for two years and he shared a cell wit this dude who didn’t really have anyone to speak to. So, he used to share his phone time with this dude and at the time I was probably 16 or 17, this dude was like 20-22, and he would always rap to me over the phone—it was Poverty, that was his rap name. After while I started to get into it and I started to write my own shit down. And after a while, he would call me and we would just rap to each other. And after my dad got out I kept in touch with dude and kept writing my shit down and eventually I learned from meeting people who were into music, too, the art of making a song and I accepted the fact that I wanted to be in music.
Complex: Not too many people know about the rap scene out in Canada. How’s the atmosphere out there? Is everyone cool and supportive of each other?
Drake: I’m cool with everyone out here. One thing I’ll say is, as of late, with everything that’s been happening, we’ve really started to support each other, which is just great. A lot of people have reached out to me and said they’re proud of what I’m doing, and I’m proud of what a lot of these guys are doing. I think we do have talent up here. Someone that I idolize and someone who I think is one of the greatest artists period is K-OS—that’s someone I really look up.
Complex: So you really feel like you have the entire city behind you?
Drake: There’s been a certain surge of excitement around my city, it’s just crazy man, everything is just overwhelming. One thing I will say is that with a guy like Kardinal or a guy like Socrates, [who’ve] been around for 10 years, maybe more…a lot of people will tell me, “I’ve never seen a city really support anyone like this before.” And Toronto, they say, is the Screwface capital. They say it’s the city of hate, we’ve never really had that icon, someone where we can say, That’s our hometown hero. I’m not saying that I am that guy yet, but I think that I’m well on my way.
Complex: You mention K-OS as someone you look up to, but a lot of people who listen to you say you sound like a mash up of Lil’ Wayne and Kanye…
Drake: You know, those are two guys that I definitely look up to and to be regarded as a mesh between those two guys is definitely a good thing ’cause I love both of their music. When it comes to influencing my music, I’m also influenced by just great writers, all the music that’s outside of the rap or R&B genres. People that paint vivid pictures. I like all different kinds of music. I never heavily molded myself after rappers. Sometimes they say when you think something and you go to say it, you lose a lot of color about what you’re trying to say, so to me the best rappers are the people that don’t lose that color. Like, Andre 3000, ‘Ye, Wayne. So yeah, it’s definitely an honor.
Complex: Listening to your earlier mixtapes, as well as So Far Gone, a constant theme seems to be the notion that “All That Glitters Ain’t Gold.” It seems like you try to be honest and downplay the rapper lifestyle, like when you talk about buying a Phantom but regretting it.
Drake: Yeah, well, to be even more honest, I leased a Phantom instead of buying one, ’cause I didn‘t have enough money to buy a Phantom, I leased a Phantom because that’s what I thought I needed to do. And I’ve done a lot of things to just enjoy my nights a little more and to feed my ego. And that’s kinda why I rap about it, because a lot of people are like, “If he ever steps out of line, I’m gonna say Drake’s wack.” So the only choice I have is to be honest with my listeners. And that’s not to say it’s not a glamorous life and it’s not fun, but the reality is it’s great for the average person to hear a musician’s reality because we all seem so unattainable and so out of reach that when you bring yourself back to eye level with a fan and do it in the right way…
Complex: What’s the right way?
Drake: You don’t make stupid internet videos or show people you have too much free time, you just say the right things and they’ll be like, Damn this dude’s a real person and I can relate to that. That can make somebody’s life, that can make somebody’s day, that can be a line that they never forget. So I try to have as many of those lines as possible so that fans feel like Drake isn’t only one of my favorite artists, I feel like he’s one of my friends, he talks to me. That’s one of the benefits of being honest with your music. But some people are scared to do that, too, you know. Because some of their images are built off facade and that’s OK, as long as you can keep it up. But we’ve all seen what happens when you slip up, and that’s a stressful life, I don’t want to live like that. Letting people find out shit about, printing out my documents and putting them up on Thisis50.com.
Complex: Yes, we’ve all seen how ugly that can get.
Drake: Don’t take my ex-girlfriend shopping for fur coats, please!
Complex: Talk to us about So Far Gone. What was the idea behind it?
Drake: It’s basically a story. It starts in January 2008 when I was kinda confused like, What am I really doing? I gave up acting all together to really do this music thing, and I was really truly confused. It’s way different than acting, there aren’t people to depend on, you really have to build your own thing basically from the ground up, you know, so in January not only was I confused about my career, I was also in a very destructive sort of us exhausting relationship with a female and it was just a bad headspace for me to be in. So that’s where the tape starts.
It starts with this monologue, “Lust For Life”, of me crying out, in my head the things that I never say. The things that I was just thinking, that was my mindset. Then it goes to “Houstatlantavegas” which is about what I felt about the girl I was with. I just felt that nothing was ever good enough, and she was always searching for more excitement and then we move into “Successful.” I say at the end of the song, “There are so many things I want to say but I just don’t know how to say it to you.” I know exactly what I want to say, you know, I just want to be successful, but I don’t know if I can do it with you and then it goes into “Let’s Call It Off,” which is the breakup. And then coincidentally when I broke up with that girl a week later I went to Houston and met Lil Wayne and that’s where “November 18″ comes from.
Complex: How’d exactly did you wind up meeting Weezy?
Drake: My friend Jazz Prince—J Prince of Rap-a-Lot’s son—he played Wayne a couple of my songs and Wayne called me when I was in the barber chair getting a haircut, and he was like, “Dude, I just heard two songs from you and you got a whole CD of shit here, I don’t even need to hear anymore, I just need you here right now, can you get to Houston?” So I came out the next night. That was my first time in Houston and the culture and the city was so overwhelming. I felt like I hit Houston and got my swag back. I was single, I was with Wayne and it was Houston, I was going nuts, sipping drank, smoking, it was fun to me. And then you get “Ignorant Shit,” which is what came out of my meeting with Wayne.
Complex: Where did the title come from?
Drake: The whole tape extends from one of my closest friends Oliver—One night we were having a discussion about women and they way we were talking about them, it was so brazen and so disrespectful. He texted me right after we got off the phone and he was like, “Are we becoming the men that our mothers divorced?” That’s really where the cover comes from, too. It’ just this kid in pursuit of love and money. We’re good guys, I’m friends with some real good people and for him to even text me after we got off the phone it just showed we have a conscience. But sometimes you just get so far gone, you get wrapped up in this shit. The title has a lot of meanings—as the way we carry ourselves, the way we dress, the way people view us, not to sound cocky, it’s just that feeling that we’re just distanced in a good way. You’re just elevating past the bullshit and past all the shit that you used to be a part of and you’re not that proud of, you’re just so far gone.
Complex: You have three of the best young R&B artists in the game on this tape, but fewer up and coming MCs. Are you as cool with the new generation of rappers? Were you upset that you weren’t on the XXL Freshman 10 cover?
Drake: I’m actually very grateful I wasn’t on that cover, to be honest. I feel like everybody that was on there deserved to be on there; I’m a fan of a lot of those guys. I just think I have a different path, a different story to tell. To be put in that group is a like a gift and a curse. So to be the one guy that wasn’t on there that everyone talks about or should have been in there is kind of a good thing. It kind of creates a little bit of fun tension. I like getting my own thoughts out right now, I have fans to solidify, so that’s why I don’t do tracks with too many younger rappers or newer artists. People may consider me to be a music snob or whatever, but I like to preserve what’s mine and I also don’t just do tracks to do tracks, I make every song with a purpose. But… me and Wale are real close friends, we talk a lot, man. I listen to Kid Cudi’s shit all the time. Chuck Inglish from the Cool Kids hit me up and was giving me all the compliments in the world—we’re real cool.
Complex: One of the main criticisms of this mixtape is that it sounds like 808’s & Heartbreak lite.
Drake: Right, well, I think any time a rapper sings now, they’re going to say that. Just like whenever a rapper uses Auto-Tune, they say that’s Pain. I’ll put it this way: Kanye West has an amazing mind, but he always has the means that when he thinks something, he can make it happen right away. But I’ve been singing way before 808s and Heartbreak. I wrote all the hooks on every song I’ve done since I did “Replacement Girl” with Trey Songz in 2006. I’ve been in the R&B world for a long time, writing for artists, writing for myself, playing with different sounds and stuff.
So as far as 808s goes, that was a great album, I tip my hat Kanye for making that major release instead of making it a mixtape. But at the same time… people always need something to compare it to. The other thing is, [So Far Gone] is a lot different—it’s real R&B music, that’s why I put Omarion and Lloyd and Trey Songz on there. I’m doing duets with these guys. These are real R&B singers, [and] that’s what I was going for. Kanye was doing something different… I don’t even know how to classify it, I guess he calls it pop art. I love R&B music, man, that’s what you gotta understand, I listen to R&B music more than I listen to rap. That’s kinda my thing. I just want to make genuinely sexy music for women to listen to and for men to play for women.
Complex: Is your major label debut going to sound similar to So Far Gone?
Drake: My album is not going to sound like So Far Gone. It’s a well-rounded body of work that—again people will relate to what I’m saying, but the songs are made obviously to be sold to the public, so this was just my chance to think and write freely. It’s a solid hip hop album. I went left before—most go left after—my album comes out, so people will be like, Thank God, I thought he was about to do some weird shit. Some people go left after, when they feel more comfortable, but I feel comfortable with my talent.
Complex: Speaking of you debut, what’s going on with your label situation? There’s been rumors that you’re on Young Money and there are some saying you’re inked to Interscope. What’s good?
Drake: I’m not with either of those. I’m finishing up the deal tonight or tomorrow. It’s a great situation. My biggest thing that I’m excited about regardless of what label I end up on is my management team: Cortez Bryant that manged Lil Wayne and G Roberson that managed Kanye. To be managed by Hip Hop Since 1978, it’s a great family to be a part of.
Complex: There was video on YouTube with the Young Money crew backstage at a show, and Nicki Minaj said something to effect of “Drake gets the most stage time with Wayne.” Are you the front runner in the crew?
Drake: I came to Young Money genuinely, meeting Wayne, forming a friendship and making great music. I didn’t come into this as a Young Money recruit. I would say Young Money is a great thing to be associated with, it’s beneficial to everybody, with Wayne being the number one artist in the world. But Young Money, right now, until Wayne finds the time—because he’s very busy and he has a lot of projects in the works—to really get a home for that label and develop that label into a real entity, until then I think it’s something to just be associated with. I know Wayne wants to executive produce my album, so the affiliation is there and I rep Young Money. It’s the same way I rep Octobers Own, I rep it because it’s people that I care about.
Complex: There was also a rumor going around that you ghost write for Wayne.
Drake: [Laughs] You know, we’re all great artists, great minds, and we all just contribute to each other, there’s been times when Wayne has helped me out, and I’m sure, I hope, I’ve influenced him to do or say things on tracks. We help each other out, that’s part of being two artists who respect each others creativity.
Complex: We all saw him spit one of your verses at the MTV awards.
Drake: Yeah, at the VMA’s. That was just a spontaneous decision on his part. He used to always tell me, “I love that verse,” and just came out on stage and rapped that verse. [Laughs] And the wildest part was I was stuck outside of the Awards. I couldn’t even get into the award show ‘cause they didn’t give me the right pass, so I was stuck outside listening to my verse. It was my Hilary Swank moment.
Complex: You brag a lot about different clothing brands. Which brands are you currently into?
Drake: One day to day that I always represent is Ransom. Matt George owns a clothing line along with Oliver, I represent them to the fullest. I love Comme des Garçons I wear that a lot. Helmut Lang, Nom de Guerre. Public School’s dope. I wear a lot of Marc Jacobs stuff. I really just wear whatever—I’m not really a hipster fashion dude, I wear wild shit like Jordan sweats and socks and sandals. I don’t get dressed up to get my license renewed, but when I step out I like to look presentable and I like to dress up, I like to wear nice Armani suits. But those are some brands I definitely like.
Complex: Where do you like to shop?
Drake: My favorite place to go shopping would probably be Barney’s. I shop at Nomad here in Toronto. I don’t want to start talking to crazy about clothes ’cause I know there are some guys who are super into it and they’re going to read this like, “Aw man what the fuck?” I know I rap about that shit, but it’s just cause at the moment I really might be about to put on a Margiela tux. I like YSL, too, I like YSL a lot. But yeah, I just don’t want ’Ye to read this and be like, “What the fuck is this dude talking about?” I like clothes, it’s just something to spend your money on like champagne. I have a passion for champagne. I love champagne.
Complex: That’s what you drink on the regular? What are some favorites?
Drake: Krug Rose, Dom Rose if I had a good week. If I spent too much money at Barney’s, we’re drinking Veuve. I want to really start a genuine champagne company. Or be a silent partner in one.
Complex: What gadgets can’t you live without?
Drake: Blackberry is one that I can not be without. Anything that has to do with Mac, I’m a Mac head. That’s it, my Blackberry and my computer. Navigation in a car is a big one. I’m not really a gadget person.
Complex: Which websites do you always check out?
Drake: I read Nah Right all the time; Kanye’s blog. Really one I can credit that I check everyday is Nah Right.
Complex: Before we go, who has the better groupies, rappers or actors?
Drake: [Laughs] I don’t know, I don’t talk to the groupies. I talk to nice, upstanding women. The groupies don’t get my attention. It’s the women that I like.
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